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meeblog's Journal

Created on 2009-05-15 20:33:28 (#20145999), last updated 2009-12-14

864 comments received, 972 comments posted

Basic Info
Name:meeblog
Birthdate:10-04
Location:United States
Bio
I'm tired of compartmentalizing my life... I've started an "exercise blog", a "work on my marriage blog", a blog mild enough for my family to read, etc. I JUST WANT A "ME" BLOG! You get all of me, every part of me, no more hiding sinner me, the embarrassing, awkward me, etc. You get it all, every little thought in my head... You've been warned, so NO Whining about it!

My personal life: I'm newly divorced from a physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially abusive ex-husband. He asked for a divorce in June, moved out in July and our divorce was final 9-9-09. Cool date, huh? It has a nice little ring to it. I was totally okay with the divorce because our marriage was so painful to bear. I prayed constantly about what to do to help our marriage and finally I prayed and asked the Lord if we were supposed to be together at all. Then, a couple of days later, ex asked for a divorce. Oh wow. I guess the answer was no then! I am so grateful to God for keeping me safe in that marriage and for watching over me and taking care of me as the marriage was dissolving. It's been really hard financially. I have two cars and car payments now and also the lease on our apartment. But I have been really succored up by God emotionally and spiritually through all of this.

One of the biggest blessings in my life through the divorce has been Randy. We meet in the LJ community divorcerecovery and he helped me with advice that worked for him when he was going through his divorce and with just a listening ear. He quickly became a good friend and I am so glad to have him in my life. ::waves:: Hi Randy! You're awesome!

My work life:
Is sucking less nowadays. I transferred to another department that is less catty, slightly crazy though, but at least not cruel. The downside: Budget cuts threaten my job and my salary every five seconds.

My church life:
Is awesome...although tiring. I'm the Sunbeam teacher for our ward. THE BEST CALLING EVAR. If I ever get released from teaching Sunbeams, I might just go inactive! I think Sunday School and Relief Society are boring and useless. In Primary however, I learn more each day, I feel the spirit, I feel useful and loved. Primary rocks. I'm worried that I am not doing justice to my calling due to intense health problems and the feelings of fatigue that result.



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